Just another day!!

I am not having a good day today. I woke up tired and am even more tired now. Caffeine is not helping to pump me up. I have been kinda down the last couple of days. Little things are getting to me. I almost cried today when I dropped my daughter off at school today. I don't know why, but I did. I'm thinking that I will need to up my meds. I have been on these meds for 4 weeks now and I'm feeling worse than I did when I started the meds. This getting the meds straight is a long process. I haven't been motivated to do much of anything. Really having a hard time. I have to try to put on a good face today. I have to go to school and take cupcakes for my daughter's classmates. Yesterday was her birthday and she wanted me to make cupcakes for everyone. She is so excited about it. I hope I don't disappoint her. She is really growing up. She is 7 now. I am so proud of her. She has been sick with an ear infection. She is better now.

I get so tired of feeling this way. I hate it. I just wish it would stop and I could be normal. I want to be my happy self again and enjoy things. Right now it is a challenge just to do anything. I can't even keep the house straightened up. I'm worried about how it night affect my classwork. I have been doing great, but this week I'm in the I don't want to do it phase. I am trying to remind myself that I don't have a choice when it comes to the schoolwork. I have to do it or I get a bad grade and that would devastate me. I've done everything I can to have a good grade. Thing is as soon as I finish this course next Monday, I start a new course on Tuesday. These classes are back to back. I see why they label you as a full-time student because there are not any breaks. Oh, I will et a two week break at Christmas. The good thing is I will be finished in September 2011. Well, I gotta go. I think I will take a nap. Maybe that will energize me. Have a great day. :)