Well, today was a good day. We went to watch Kenzie play basketball. My sister-in-law Dori, sister-in-law Kari, and brother Adam went with me for moral support. The game went real well. I was anxious but not as bad as before. I think it helped that I had all the support from my family. I hope they realize how much that meant to me. My sister-in-laws really are sisters and my brother has always and continues to be a great brother.
Kenzie did a great job in the game. She almost scored her first points this season. She shot and it hit the backboard. It was like the second play of the game. She did a great job on defense. Her girl never scored a point.
Kenzie and her cousin Kathryn got to play together when we got back to the house. They play so well together. Kenzie is being a good big cousin. Kathryn is so cute. Anywhere Kenzie goes, Kathryn follows.
I'm feeling pretty good today. Still tired. If it wasn't for caffeine, I would be asleep all day right now. I was still shaky and a little tight chested as times during the game. I tried to keep the positive talking going with some deep breathing. It seems as if it gets a little easier every time. I think where it gets me the most is at home because these people know me. Sometimes amongst strangers the symptoms are not as bad. I am still waiting for the medicine to get straightened out.
The more I think about the Masters degree, the more I believe it is the right move for me. This would give me options. That is something right now I do not have. Then I just need to let the rest go to God. What will happen will happen because it was meant to happen. If I am to still teach then that path will open. If I am meant to go to administration in Health Care then that path will open. I say this but I have to believe it.
I hope everyone had a great day. Thanks again to my family for being there for me. :)
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