Yesterday was a tough day. I met with my psychiatrist for the 1st time. Her main goal is to care for the medicine. She already adjusted my medicine. She is slowly getting me off of Zoloft and putting me on Paxsil CR. I am still on the Abilify but only 10 mg. and will go to 5mg. next week. It was nice to have someone that really understood the medicine. I felt that is what I really needed. We also talked about my past and what was happening to me now. At the end of the session, she said that there is no coincidence that my daughter is 6 and when I was 6 I was molested by my uncle. She said subconsciously that may be why this is happening. See still wants me to be out on FMLA. I just hope that my disability insurance will kick in. I am also still to go to my psychologist. HE will deal more with the emotional part and the psychiatrist will deal more with the meds.
On a better note, my daughter and I played Wii together last night. It was fun. I just want to be a better Mom to her than my Mom was to me. I want to protect her from anything bad happening to her. I have communicated about our bodies and what to do if somebody tries to touch her private parts. I want her to be prepared if something did happen to her.
I pray it never happens to her.
Well, got to get started on my goal pf getting garage sale items ready. Hope everyone out there has a great day. :)
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