One week left in school. It will be a busy week, but hopefully it will fly by fast. My daughter is looking forward to summer. She is ready to be a third grader.
Next Monday will be a tough day on me. I am planning on talking to my husband about divorce. He is mentally and verbally abusive and I can no longer take it. I think some of this abuse has led to my depression and anxiety battle. I wanted to have this talk about 2 months ago, but my psychiatrist wanted me to get through school first before I faced the divorce battle. I will see the psychiatrist Tuesday. She had mentioned last time about uping my meds through this time. We will see what happens. I am worried about how the talk will go. I tried five years ago to divorce him and he threatened suicide and I backed down. This time I think I am mentally prepared on how to react if he pulls that again. I just want the talk to be done with so I will know what I am dealing with in the future. I pray that he will be a good father and make sure that his daughter is cared for by paying child support. If he doesn't it will be hard but I will find a way through it. I pray that he will see that what is most important is our daughter. She needs to have as much security as possible. I'm hoping he will leave and not be a butt about it. I think it is important for my daughter to be in the house that she has lived in since birth. If he doesn't we will stay with my brother and his family for a while until I find a new place to live. Pray for us during this time.
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